We’re not pregnant, I got proof of that yesterday. To be honest, we hadn’t been trying, not in the chart ovulation, plan sex sort of way. We’d just been having sex when we felt like it, and that was it. So I’m not shocked by this.
But… since the hubs got home, I’ve been thinking about this whole…
You know, that’s the same thing my mom said to me about my little sister. She was already about 6 months in, and she said she was terrified that she wasn’t going to be able to love baby #2 as much as me. I find it funny now, since my little sister was a planned baby and I was not.
I don’t have the advice or the wisdom that my momma does about these things, but judging by her words today, I can guarantee you that there is enough love in you for two babies. And not because you have to split the love in two. It’s like there are two different lakes or love all of a sudden, and both of the babies get one of their own, and they’re both full to bursting. That’s sort of how my mom describes it.
I hope so. I want another baby. But I don’t want to wind up shutting one child out. I was the favored one in the family, and I watch my adult siblings struggle with it today.
The hubs’ says I’m spending too much time in my own head, and I need to knock it off.
We have the same problem in this house though. My step dad favors his own children over my sister and I. Luckily we girls are all very close so we don’t let his behavior divide us. In fact, it just makes us all angry at him.
Its a rational worry, I think. But I don’t think you’ll have a problem with it. You love your first so much, there’s no way you wouldn’t love a second just as much.